I find it amazing how many emotions a person can go through in a short amount of time. Why are there so many emotions anyways? Guess who decided to IM me this morning. Yea.... David. I don't understand. Everytime I'm for sure he's out of my life... he just seems to pop right back in. We have'nt said we're going to meet up or anything. He just kept ( Read more... )

So I show up to work like 20 minuets early. Why? Because I was'nt watching the clocks at home so apparently I got ready really fast. Then, I come in and someone turned my heater like all the way down so it's like 60something in my office. I still have my jacket on. Then after I turn my computer on, I learn that nobody's email is working. This ( Read more... )

wanna go to my party?

Alex and I got into an arguement this morning. It's really hard because it's so easy to give up on someone when they're so far away. I guess I'll just wait it out. See what becomes of it. I almost started to cry, but I refrained in fear someone would see. I wish I could stop thinking about it. There's nothing I can do ( Read more... )

Christmas is just around the corner. I'm so ready. Pretty excited actually. I dunno why either. It's not the gifts or seeing the family. I'm just.... happy it's here. So I have'nt writen all week. Kinda wierd for me since I've been bored here at work. So let's see. On Saturday I threw my back out.... It sucks because I had just mentioned it to ( Read more... )

I'm so happy it's Friday. I get to sleep in tomorrow. Stay out late tonight if I want. Which I probably won't becasue I'll get bored and be all sleepy. But yea, at least the option is there. Oh, in the last entry I wrote about my money issues. Well, I'm going to make myslef sound even more selfish becasue there was a typo. I freak out when I go ( Read more... )

Yay, I like pay day. I can't wait for the season to be over because I keep spending all of it on gifts. *sigh* I guess in a way I'm becoming more conciouse of my money matters. I feel kinda bad though. I start to complain when I go under $100 and most of my family are just over $0! It's bad I know. And in a way I'm selfish too. You most likely will ( Read more... )

I don't know why this is bothering me so much. Maybe becasue it makes me feel like I was'nt good eneough. I never am. David has a girl friend. It's really hurting though it should'nt. I kept waiting for him and it took forever. She did'nt have to wait at all. I know I'm better then him. But like I said, I feel like I was'nt good enough. Kinda like ( Read more... )

It's only 10:48.

I need to pass out.

But I can't.

Fuuuuuuuck.

So I caught myself a cold. It sucks. I hate being sick. I used to get sick all the time. *sigh* I think I'm almost better though. I've been taken lots of meds and stuff. They don't help much but it's nice to think so. On Saturday night I helped LeeAnn babysit a little boy and girl. I don't know why but I get a long so much better with little boys. ( Read more... )