Ok i have realized something... this feeling will not go away. So why should I fight it.. i'm goinging to try and embrace the feeling that i get whne i think about him, or talk to him.  Even  if there may be moments that there is oain, the good moments will always be worth it.  I will not give up, but rather give into the happiness... i shal write ( Read more... )

 He still likes me, or so they say. I feel that this may work out in the end.  I hope that this does. I feel a little better do to this,  but the nagging is still there... i miss him, alot... but i shall move on.  I'll b ok.

Why? Ok I know like none of you kno me but rite now i am just ranting anyways. I wish i was better for him, that i could help him, or something!!! aghhh!!! but i cant, he wont let me... he just wants to slip away... and now i feel the same.  i kno its stupid... trust me right now i hate myself  for even feeling this way because of a boy... but I do ( Read more... )