i wrote this in response to an email from my friend andy who asked me what I thought it meant to be "in love ( Read more... )

I found these quotes online and they are supposedly from an interview between Amos Oz and Ariel Sharon in 1982. They're utterly fascinating. If you replace the words "Zionists" with "Mutants" and "Yids" with the word "X-Men", then Sharon sounds exactly like Magneto ( Read more... )

this is from an interesting discussion with jon. it's easier having these kinds of discussion with jon through typing because it's easier to gather my thoughts, but I guess Plato or somebody would call it a cop out. I think some of those Greek philosphers were against the written word because they thought true virtue was in the ability to debate on ( Read more... )

this is a response to a thread on jla's livejournal about friendship ( Read more... )

this is a silly entry to say to my man Andy and all you other fools who are still reading this shizzle, which I plan to get back to more often now that I'm back from ONE OF THE BEST DARN SUMMERS OF MY LIFE ( Read more... )

so i've been gradually becoming more and more stressed and panicked for no reason that i can discern lately. my dad says i need to relax, and he has a point - when i relax, my heart rate does go down and stop worrying for a little while. but here in new brunswick, it just sometimes feels impossible. i wonder if i'm doing things right, ( Read more... )

everything that people do and fight for seems to be derived from how each person thinks it's all going to end. I saw a cartoon the other day that showed a little girl in a wheel chair, sitting at a table in her kitchen reading a newspaper. As she reads the newspaper, she says to herself in shock, "They're prepared to spend HOW MUCH to get a man to ( Read more... )

loneliness ( Read more... )

so i wrote a really nasty entry last night and i felt a little bad about it. all i really wanted to say was that my friends came over and i really didn't enjoy it. i felt detached from them, lonely, used, and unappreciated. that's all. normally, i wouldn't say anything, but it never felt so strong before.

So upon the suggestion of a close friend who said "it's not something that you should bottle up. honestly, if i was a dick to you i'd want to hear the details. i wouldn't want a cold treatment. i keep a lot of stuff inside too that pisses me off but i think it's bad because it builds walls cuz you have all this stuff in yoru mind that the other ( Read more... )