It’s hard to shape a definite opinion of my life. I honestly and truly cannot make sense of it. This isn’t to say I’m unhappy

but also it is not the happiest I have ever been, it’s just there must have been one time or another where I felt emotion. I

have such an apathetic view on my life. I don’t see what makes it unique and what is always ( Read more... )

A vacant guise,
As thin as lies,
 Your pain eats through me.

I’ll give you time,
While I dance and rhyme,
 But it’s killing me, truthfully.

My helping hand,
Falls dead and bland,
I’m just trying to reach you.

Days crumble away,
Night becomes day,
Never leaving, I’ll remain true.

Your empty smile,
Graceless style,
 There must be ( Read more... )

Nothing really ever happens to me. So much boring. I mean, never any chance taking. Every thing is played safe. This weeked was the most spontaneous I've been in a whiileeee..And it felt really good. Talked to Court and we were both upset for our own personal reasons and she's like "want me to pick you up, we'll drive around and blast emo?" ( Read more... )

    I found this ( Read more... )

It's been a few days or so since I last updated. I took the link out of ( Read more... )

UntitleD~

burn these lights
 demolish these feelings
watch the waves crash
crushing me again
 over and over...

nothing left to do but stare
 the fires still burning but
 the wind blows too hard
 whats next, a revloution?
 you tell me

(Work in progress)

"Love is like Surfing"

Love ( Read more... )

I really don't reccomend Web Shots website for pictures at all. Lol that thing is so fucked up. It took me and Jill nearly 3 hours just to get it to work and display all 3 albums and now that that is done, It doesn't allow me to update it and put othe pictures on it. Jesus, it's retarded. So there is my word of advice for everyone, AVOIDE WEBSHOTES ( Read more... )

Today is Tuesday and is the second day School-less and dreadfully under the weather. I got like a really severe sore throat, muscle pains all over my body, runny nose, cough and all around shitty feelingness. The only thing that gets me to bed is a perfect combination of Nyquil and Jillian. If it wasn't for her, psh I wouldn't be making this speedy ( Read more... )

I went snowboarding today!! And i didnt suck!!! me and kayla, first time ever on the slopes and yeah, we blew for like the first few runs but now we can carve and go down the whole run like FINE! I even did a few jumps and actually got a frontside 180 off a small lip!! I tried a rail too but that was bad. Went to far right and the board slipped out ( Read more... )

Look at that sad cat on my background. Yes, he sure does look depressed. That because everytime you decided "Hey, there is nothing better to do, why don't I be a flaming pervert and touch myself?!" yeah. Well there ARE conaequences. Everytime you masturbate, God Kills a kitten. Think of the kittens....

God how big of a hypocrite am I?! I must ( Read more... )