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Peace

Wow, this has been quite the experience thus far. I'm talking about the changes from the hysto. It's been almost 2 weeks (11 days) and I'm just mildly sore. I'm at the "Take 2 advil every 6 hours or so" stage. Which is really good. I feel better every day. I think I'm recovering suprisingly well in comparison to what others have told me. I went ( Read more... )

I think it's a bit misleading that myspace has swinger as a category. I don't swing. Meaning I don't go out, with my girl or alone, looking for sex by itself. We did that once and it sucked. We also don't wife swap or anything like that. If we play with a couple or whatever, we prefer to play with all of them (most of the time) at least once. Don't ( Read more... )

Hey guys. Well, the let me out of the hospital yesterday morning. I'm doing mostly well. I did not puke the whole time! I was sitting up and walking to the bathroom the night i had the total abdominal hysto (I went in at 7:30am). The doc was great and did a wonderful job. She even held my hand the minute she got there. The catheter was out the ( Read more... )

I had an interesting conversation today which led to an interesting conclusion. I was with someone who could be considered to be femme. But needless to say, she's female born, woman identified...the conclusion I came to was that as transgender men who used to ID as butch lesbians transition, the femmes (and the entire community include bisexuals, ( Read more... )

A fun survey while i'm waiting for the woman ( Read more... )

So I'm at a loss trying to make this decision. I have 3 viewpoints in my head and your help would be appreciated. One, if i can successfully change my gender marker on my documents, that would give me some major male and hetero priveledge. So there is the thought that, "Why should i get married if gay people can't". But that leads to the second ( Read more... )

Very shortly upon comming out as a transman, I had a very hot, sexy, female-identified butch woman ask me what made me know that "I wasn't just a big dyke like her?" It wasn't said in a mean tone or to be demeaning. It was just an honest question. For all I know, there was probably a similar question going on in her head. I was at a loss. How do ( Read more... )

Well holy shit! What a crazy freaking weekend. I really enjoyed it though and I've come back with a refreshed outlook on life. For once in my life, I actually got to spend a little over 2 days with like-minded people. Granted, most of them were older than me. Besides Amanda, there was a youth who was 11. She was awesome! Sometimes I felt more ( Read more... )

I'm kind of sad right now. I keep getting sick with various things and feel kind of depressed. I can't participate in the fun stuff for school that i have to do because i miss it being sick. I seems like most of my free time is spent being sick, working, doing school work or hitting the gym. My life is so jam packed right now. I hope that I ( Read more... )