So, yeah. Been a while. I am actually happy for once....haha. Everything has been really good lately. I think things are gettin better with the girl. Got a new job. The apartment is good. I'm starting to change my style....I have actually shopped at the Gap and AE....OH MY GOD!!!!!! WTF!?!?!?! (That is what you are thinking) I have muscle ( Read more... )

Man, I am starting to get really annoyed with life. I think I have everything in place, and stuff is going well, then BAM! herpes....ok, so not herpes, but I go into a depression. I honestly think I have some sort of disorder, because I just randomly get depressed, and the smallest thing said to me (normally by one person, which isn't her fault, I ( Read more... )

So how bout life blowing nuts? Honestly, I am getting sick of it. Hardcore. I feel like I can't do a fucking thing right, and I hate that. I feel like all the time, I am slipping a little further away from the people I really care about. I haven't talked to or hung out with my best friends in for fucking ever. Why? Because I work and can't sleep ( Read more... )

So I called off work today for no apparent reason. Sat around all day. Know what I did? Made a resume and sent it to like 20 places. Totally awesome. I have actually been getting responses...it is sweet. I have an interview on Friday, so I have taken out my piercings and am getting all my hair shorn on the morrow. It is gonna be fucking odd. But oh ( Read more... )

Well, not much has happened since my last update, but I figured I might as well update. I've had a lot of conversations with friends about the last one, and thanks to everyone for that. I'm goin to look at an apartment today, and hopefully that will be good. Hopefully I will be gettin out of the house soon...oh yeah. But things have been good for ( Read more... )

So, It's been a couple months since I have updated this thing, so this could take a while. Still in the house, still dealing with the same bullshit elsewhere. Things with the girl are still fucked, still working the same damn job, still tired, depressed, and wishing things were different. The girl is home for the summer, so that is good, but also ( Read more... )

Well, I've been workin my ass off. It sucks, but oh well, what are you gonna do? Still in the same place I have been, down, tired and not wanting to do much of anything. Haven't been able to sleep as of late, maybe because I think to much. I'm gonna quit smoking, so that is cool. Seems like every time I turn around, something else is up...oh well ( Read more... )

So this weekend, my girlfriend (I say that tongue in cheek...) is comin back to town. I'm really looking forward to it. Hopefully it will be a good weekend that helps her figure out what she wants. I want more than anything to be back with her. I go to work, where I'm already unhappy, and that is all that I think about. I can't think about or look ( Read more... )

Well, here we go. I don't really lead all that exciting of a life. You know, I go to work, I come home and I sleep. That's about it. When I have some spare time, I chill with friends. I have/had a girlfriend of a year and a half. Fell in love, and now it's up in the air. You know, sometimes I wonder what is going on. I love the girl with all my ( Read more... )