you can kid yourself all you want, but some people aren't your friends with a certain amount of distance between the two of you...this might be a good thing though.

if i were in fort worth at least i could just go up to the chat room. i'm so sick of having no friends here. i need a life away from the boy and the one i have here isn't cutting it. grrrr.

after watching the entire Sopranos series in roughly 3 weeks (yes, all five seasons and the first episode of the new season that aired last night) i've finally prepared my first italian dinner. well, the first one that didn't come out of a box. beef and cheese stuffed manicotti, hell ya yum. if i had my camera i'd take a picture of it when it's ( Read more... )

well, i'm not going to be able to see Belle and Sebastian but i did make $70 off selling my ticket on ebay. at least i've already seen them.

i'm officially regressing. i just ate fishsticks and tater tots and drank a glass of strawberry milk.

worst picture of me ever, but it's the best one i have of us for now. i'm sure no one even cares.


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i left a warm bed with a warm boy in it, skipped getting coffee to ensure i was on time, only to find out that my teacher would not be attending class this morning. words can not describe the frustration i feel right now.

really wonderful valentines day. it should have been weird since its such a new relationship, but it wasn't at all. i haven't laughed so much in my entire life. he makes my face hurt. went to dinner, got drunk, what more could a girl ask for? he bought me one volume of the mermaid avenue album, with wilco and billy bragg. its so fucking good ( Read more... )

i'm making this post because i think it's owed to me. it's been a very VERY long time coming.

so here it is: I have a boyfriend. but not just that, i actually really like him. and he's real. i'm not just giddy about an idea, but the actual person. i'm not sure when it happened, but it happened quite fast and it came straight out of left ( Read more... )

i'm not sure why it upsets me so much. it should make me happy knowing that it's not me. that i'm not the one who is stuck in a small town and getting married to another one. somehow, though, it makes me feel young and immature. of course, when i really think about it, i'd rather be the latter.