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I love Jason, dont get me wrong.... But even now, almost a year later, I cant stop thinking about MIckey. What if things happened differently? -
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I havent been on this in a while, I feel like I should post more because every one's life is so busy (including mine) that we have no time to even talk any more.
I have gotten a new job, a car, and have been with a wonderful guy named Jason Lucena since may. Im happy.
I really love this one. The first guy I can say that I love since mike. Im just ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: So Sensitive
I am very sensitive about who I choice to be in a relationship with. If Im sleeping with you that doesnt mean we are together. But if I make that emotional connection with you, I fight for you, and youve met my family then we are together. -
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So Justin broke up with me today. He said it was because bear critter and rob sat him down and said that if he hurt me they would fuck him up. which is fucking stupid. He was pissed because bear never said anything to rob or critter when I was fucking around with them, but they he is fucking with Justin. I told him the only reason why is because ( Read more... ) -
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There is another new man in my life. His name is Justin. Whats funny is that he is Rob's little brother. He actually pushed for us to meet each other and get together. We will see how this will go. -
Life motto:
"what doesnt kill you will only make your stonger.....and crazier." -
I just dont know how to feel.
I have a great job (even though the hours are killing me, and its hard, but atleast im working for my money.) I have an ok boyfriend.... I like Kevin, but I dont know how long it will last, we havent been together long enough for me to walk to the ends of the earth or anythin yet. He hasnt don anything wrong yet but whatever ( Read more... ) -
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all my post are now friends only again..... Just so mike cant read shit. -
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I started my period.... YES. But now... I feel like shit. -
an update
So, incase you guys dont know, I cheated on Mike. He knows. And we are trying to work things out but im not so sure its going too. Honestly, Im not even sure if I want it to. I love him, dont get me wrong, but we have spent so much time apart that I just dont think its the same anymore. I was thinking about it the other night and I kinda want to ( Read more... )