getting older is not feeling so good any more. i have lost the confidence of youth, lost who i am, in a way. i used to be kinda crazy, but now i'm just boring and unsure. i envy all you twenty-somethings. i hope when you hit 30 you don't lose yourself.

i saw some me & ro jewelry today and now i want it all so badly. especially this necklace.


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I always say I'm going to commit to regular LiveJournal updates, but seldom follow through. Maybe this time it will stick ( Read more... )

i hope everyone's thanksgiving was lovely.

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if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you & me. it can be anything you want, either good or bad.

when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog & be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

my biopsy results came back negative, meaning i do not have thyroid cancer. i'm thrilled, of course.

my sister and i saw depeche mode on thursday night and they were fantastic.

i'm finishing up the story of the cabbage princess. will post here...maybe.

once again, insomnia is your friend because you get the treat of a joli_et_morte update! woohoo ( Read more... )

"girls gone wild" makes me sick ( Read more... )

i slept too much today...just feeling generally fatigued. last month, i noticed a growth on my throat, and after doing some research, i am convinced i have lithium-induced hypothyroidism. i'm setting up an appointment tomorrow. weird...symptoms of hypothyroidism include fatigue, depression, anxiety, goiter (the growth on the neck - sexay!), acne ( Read more... )