this weekend i took two pills of x and you know what? i think im gonna just start making it myself cause i hate that bullshit where they put the godamn meth and shit in there i cant even enjoy my high im so freakin spun. on top of that the roll was so weak i kept coming in and out of my roll.... sigh, you would think two double stacks would be

jesus, reading this last articles ive wrote really woke me up. i forgot how fun it was back then, but now i realise that i cane never do drugs as fast as i was doing them before, its fun but damn when it all stops it seems like the world has ended and life is boring anf meaninglesss. so ive finally quit smoking weed im off that shit for about 2 ( Read more... )

today i saw my girlfriend cheating on me. she was my first, and we talked so much about the future. about our baby, about being together forever. and i saw what they were doing through the window of his house. i was going to walk in but he locked the door. so i just walked to my trailer, grabed all my shit and drove off. i left here a note, ( Read more... )

I just got half a gram of meth for $40 and i had some questions ( Read more... )

so ive been rollin on e the past couple of days with this chick and we hooked up. its kinda crazy hooking up with some one while all fucked up....

it has happened again. the dxm has taken hold of my brain and spun me around into the world of fuzz again. i found the cracks between excistance and i ran between them into and around the memories of my own reality. sadly, i dont remember much of last night, just bits and spots, ppl doing this, us doing that... now im wondering if i can ever ( Read more... )

its all over, im out of drugs, out of money, and am in desparate need of sleep. the time of serenity is apon me. that final ending note of the craziest song ive ever heard comes wailing into my ears like a cow being eaten by a pack of singing piranahs. the silence that follows leaves me reckless and tired of the constant visual stimulation that ( Read more... )

this spring break was great. i drove to astoria and hooked my friend denis up with some coke. we where coked up all week and it was gggggreat! now im sitting in the office where i work all coked up hehe. i should still be in astoria but they need me to work this weekend, i said i had no place to stay and they said theyd let me sleep on the ( Read more... )

last night i stayed up, all night. theni went to do my drug test at 9 in the morning and as soon as i got home i proceeded to smoke the meth i collected from jason. it was a good amount for a beginer like me...like $5 worth and i finished it earlier today. now im wondering how im going to enjoy the come down. some how ive almost convinced ( Read more... )

Despite my poorness, i managed to get my hands son some ether. well, more like i stole the half bottle of starting fluid downstairs. I have to say it's a wicked experience and its not to be played around with or abused. i still have some left and im thinking of binging or trying to for that matter. I wonder if i can sell this shit for money $$$