Would you spend much if not all of your time with me if there was nothing else pressing ( Read more... )

I was talking to Byngal the other day. He spoke to me about lives. Lives that he's lived. Then he asked me how many I had lived, and which number was I on now. It's an interesting concept that he brought up. He wasn't talking about past lives like Napolean or Charlamange, or Merlin, or even some random guy who used to be a farmer. He spoke of ( Read more... )

GODDAMNSHITFUCKPISSCUNTCOCKSUCKERMOTHERFUCKERTITS... i can't get it out of my head? do words mean so much? is what we say so much more important than our actions? I'm a man of many ineffectual words, at least that's how i see it. almost no one understands what i have to say, or even what i'm trying to say. i elaborate.....a lot. but i know ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. The action that I want to take seems as though it would do more harm than good, and the other action that i could take makes me sick. I almost just want it to be over, to finally move and get on with what i need to do. but here i am, sitting in a powder keg of stress that blows up and gets refilled on almost a daily ( Read more... )

I OBLITERATED TUNGSTEN CARBIDE!!!!!
this isn't supposed to be POSSIBLE!!!!!!
my ring.....KAPUT!!!!! gone, destroyed, SHATTERED!!!!! just like what it represented.
This ISN'T supposed to be possible.....
BUT is has happened.

I

am

amazed!

Whatever WAS, is not.

where's my head? i dunno, in the clouds, fighting the gods of olympus. what does that do for me? mostly nothing right now....i was playing GOW II to get my mind off recent events....though i know it's pretty much impossible to do so knowing myself. I only want to be happy, and somehow i know i will be, but i just want a little taste of it now, ( Read more... )

I don't FUCKING lie ( Read more... )

SO! I've finally gotten my life back.....and I've been trying to figure out if it was from back in 2000 when I left NYC, or just One year, one month, and two days ago.....either way, I'm back to the old me ( Read more... )

so....i was in the hospital for another week recently....i needed to go back for medicine pretty badly and they kept me... but i'm out, finishing classes and trying to get life back on track...again. sorry if i've been out of touch with anyone, but my health's been off.

Being polite belongs in social situations where you don't know someone, are trying to make a particular impression....ie, not knowing someone...with old people, and in your romantic relationships. the last is most important ( Read more... )