No, I'm flipping no switches... that's been done for me (and no I'm not talking about anything in the present). I have, however, become more solid in a resolve to be somewhat bitter- the pieces heal back with scar-tissue, and words seem hollow and meaningless somehow. Why should I have believed there would be any further connection when it's been ( Read more... )

...and now I think of having loved and having lost,
you never know what it's like to never love,
who can say what's better,
and my heart's become the cost,
a mere token of a brighter jewel,
sent from above...

-Indigo Girls, Fare the Well

Yes- I've been a lazy bitch. Things are going relatively well, and I don't feel like rambling (for a change). I am going to try to have a restful night tonight and do some recharging, so the rest of this week perhaps I won't feel quite as lackadaisical.

Well, we started playing a little earlier last night, and knowing what to do now (YES, at 33 I feel like it's worth a peek on an internet forum to save half a nights worth of frustration- for the record, that's only the second time I've gotten a hint- the other one was accidental, because someone was helping me get off that damned ship!) we made ( Read more... )

Doing much better today- some relaxing X-Men Legends time last night was just what I needed... so much so, in fact, that I think that's the plan again tonight. I guess yesterday I let my mind be heavy with too many things- I realize that's a choice like any other... but sometimes if you don't process that stuff it'll just clog your mental state ( Read more... )

...for me to wish that there were *real* telepaths in the world, that could modify, or better yet erase memories that are painful? I know better, of course, because there was *so* much good... but sometimes I just wish I could forget.

Erosion ( Read more... )

So we played a LOT of X-Men Legends (part I) over the weekend. Finally got off the fucking boat, and then we started really kicking ass. The game has gotten progressively more fun, and all the characters have started really representing more. I sitll loves me some Jean Grey, even if she's not the best choice in every situation ( Read more... )

So we tried our hand again last night at getting off that goddamn boat. We've managed to get farther, but still haven't found all the people we're supposed to rescue- but one or two more tries and we should get through it. We had Chinese delivery and plenty of play time, so it was a good cozy night overall ( Read more... )

...the most wonderful night last night. Hung out with fikkiman, made some veggie chilli burgers with fries/onion rings, and played some X-Men Legends I. We're stuck in an area, but the good news is one of my friends has played before, and told me something that's gonna allow us to move beyond it finally! Regardless, it was a groovy slumber-party night.