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Got chewed out for leaving a bag of trash on the porch that an animal got into. My logic. This bag has rotten food in it so I shouldn't leave it in the house
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Why am i crying? I don't know.. so stupid.. i am stupid.. i can't be happy.. didn't you hear? it's not possible.. i hate.......... -
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Sometimes I am happy
Sure things suck alot, but for the most part things are going pretty well.. found out we're having another little boy. Can't for the life of us come up with a name we like - guess we're too picky. I can't wait to go on maternity leave and be able to rest. I feel completely worn out! Only 12 more weeks to go. -
baby baby baby.....
That seems to be all I think about... then I think about not wanting one, but I really do.. It seems so selfish of me something to always want this when my husband has made it sooooo very clear that he does not... I feel so alone.. so trapped./.. our relationship is better... his promises are forgotten.. and I am alone in my feelings of hurt and ( Read more... ) -
well now..
We've been trying to get pregnant.. I've been so disappointed that my million pregnancy tests I've taken this past few weeks have come back negative.. I want to have another baby so bad.. but on the other hand I wonder when I'll ever have time for a career or school. I think I have really found a career path now and am so excited to get started. I' ( Read more... ) -
Somewhere down the road...
I always imagined getting married in a church with white roses and that there would be a guy at the end of the long red carpet that i felt destined to be with. Somewhere along the way my dream was lost. Maybe it was all the pot I smoked.. that made me temporarily give up on life.. or maybe it was the fact that I lost too many people I thought I was ( Read more... ) -
fruity loops
So I went to jail today and Justin Richard came and bailed me out.. it was funny he said he was gonna leave me in there.. yeah that woulda been real funny.. anyways.. he is such a sweetheart, but he can be such an ass.. but oh well.. I'm really glad I met him again.. it's been awhile since someone could make me laugh and feel safe again and I got ( Read more... ) -
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Matt's having a baby.. called me and told me while I was in Texas ( Read more... ) -
so Matt?
So I met this guy Matt.. we got trashed and we went back to his house.. He's crazy cool, but nothing serious is gonna come out of it.. I'm still very much in love with Jake for some damn reason... that boy really gets to me.. Jason freaking called me at 5am this morning and wanted me to go over to his house.. I was like.. are you fucking kidding me ( Read more... )