Times a changing and summers dawning.........took long enough for it to rear its bloody head but thank god it has!,lazy days in sackville park and dnacing during the day have finally arrived,i have move dinto my new flat in Manchester and finally unpacked hte last items today!its looking great though,been through five different layouts to my room ( Read more... )

Well everything has seemed to have changed recently and very much for the better!Life has a funny way of sorting itself out i have to say,if anyone had said to me a couple of months ago what has happened i would nevr have believed them,i have met a great guy and hopefully it will continue on.Got a new flat in Manchester with some friends and its ( Read more... )

Everything is changing dramatically i am the verge of moving back to Victoria park in Manchester into a lovely flat with a friend and his housemate,Danny finally mocved out today and it was quite sad to see him go but we got him settled into his new apartment with my friend so he won't be lonely i guess. Work is changing dramatically since i took ( Read more... )

I have been on a little soul searching recently and found a few things out about me mainly good things and the others just things to change,i feel more positive about how life is progressing and also think a major change of sorts is required i want to move away from how i live currently and more into a relaxed and settled excistance i have fell ( Read more... )

This week has been really good,i have enjoyed it and feel loads better,maybe its cause i am heavily cutting down on the drink and smoking as i want to really bascially quit both,Have had drugs but they also i feel are going out of the window as i want to get really healthy and am joining the gym come monday,time to get a nice bod and start really ( Read more... )

Had a horrible day so far,spent it paranoid and wondering if i am going mad,went for coffee today with George and did a spot of shopping,picked up a few cardigans and some All saints jeans to see if it perked me up,it didn't.I am left constantly worrying about my behaviour on nights out and how people have perceived me,Thuesday was prime example i ( Read more... )

Good heavens!i am getting very bad at updating this journal although i have been at Davids again for a few days partying and watching whatever he puts on,Dads bollocked me for doing a vanishing act and not doing any work but sod it,he'll pay me anyhow as i will get everything done and besides he does the grand total of ziltch so he can't talk i ( Read more... )

Not feeling incredibly great today and have negleted my journal which has been regretful asi really did want a full history to look over and not have to many gaps.Weeks been ok and uneventful,went to Leeds again on Sunday for the courtyard party and Federation and had a great time,took david along and he met my good friends Alan and Tom we also met ( Read more... )

I am not a happy boy at all.i have noticed that tonight when i mentioned Warren it was met by the response of "who?fatty Warren?"i don't think warren is fat at all and yet this is what Steven calls him,also he left me with an incapable Peter who was so drunk he couldn't walk,David bless him drove us back to Bolton and i got him into his house,i was ( Read more... )

I'm really down today and its all about things changing,everything has changed from a few weeks back,friends have changed,i've become a emotional liability apparently and today i get accused of trying to ruin Daniels life from friday nights episode.I did remind him though that he made the first move and followed me into my room,i even in my drunken ( Read more... )