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Fire Heart
My spirit takes flight late in the nights, during times when the cold winds blow. My heart beats a wild thump thump thump and I find my feet swept up in tune. With the music playing my feet start portraying my own inner beat, thump thump thump. I would not stop if I could, my heart throbs like I would be familiar with if I only knew me better. ( Read more... ) -
Redemption
I have returned from my long journey down the road to nowhere. I have reached the gates of hell, and rejected my own self fulfilling prophecy. I now swim up stream, although the current seems inexorable. Steps backward are unavoidable. Acceptance is my strength, the burning flames within my heart are my direction. Obstacles reared up out of ( Read more... ) -
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it's a weird day, and i'm in a weird mood. i have no appetite, but i am going to go eat anyways. i might go out and smoke later, who knows? i have an invite and i'm not feeling all that happy, so it may not be the best idea, but it's far from the worst. hopefully i'll fel better after eating, adios! -
Forgive me for putting this here miller, i know i had no right
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to all my friends
i'm sorry i haven;t been sociable, i've been stressed to the max over the last couple of months, and especially over the last few weeks. i still care about all of you and i want to still be friends and hang out more, but life doesn't always go the way you want it to, ya know? so yeah, i'll try to be in touch with everyone, but please don't be ( Read more... ) -
when i read this, i realize that i'm a shadow of my former self. enjoy!
of baseball, talking furniture, and the wrong fuckin' crowd ( Read more... ) -
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dear life,
i will presently be taking a vacation from you. not that i was out there really living my life anyways, but hey, who cares, right? a vacation is a vacation, well earned or not. -
dreams become reality
so, last night slom totaled vinny's truck, thus becoming the 4th of my freinds to get into a serious car accident within the last 4 weeks. i found out at 3 in the morning, and went strait to the hospital where i found slom with, fortunately, only a few brusies and a bit of a concussion(his 3rd, 4th maybe? i lost count). this trend is starting to ( Read more... ) -
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the intensity of my dreams frightens me. today, i awoke to feelings of horrific fear and agony, mostly because of the last dream i had before i awoke. i had been sleeping in my dream, and i awoke in an unusual amount of discomfort. i looked down at my arm and realized that there was a gaping gash at a slight angle across my forearm, it was not ( Read more... ) -
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have you ever looked in a mirror, and really let yourself look at yourself? we look in mirrors countless times in our lives, but how often do we REALLY look? remove yourself from the familiar, and look at yourself the way you would look at someone you just met. it's interesting, if a bit scary. i think everyone should do this and tell what they ( Read more... )