Im really excited! Everything is going great with the pregnancy...The Dr app. went well! Blood counts up and healthy...I have even started to feel the "FLUTTER" im really excited!! About everyyything. I was hanging out with 7 month old Landen...and my sister today... I couldnt stop thinkin about how i was going to be having a cute little baby like ( Read more... )

I cant help but be scared about this Dr. Appointment. I dont want to loose this baby. Im praying with every inch of my soul that everything is JUST FINE... Im going to go in with every spec of hope i have and telling them i need to hear the baby today. I cant wait...im going crazy. i keep thinking the worst..and i cannot help it ( Read more... )

bugs me when people think they understand by a post.

lol.....prego on purpose...

I wish i had my shit that together

So there is a baby on its way. Everyday seems to be getting easier, seeing how the past few weeks here i have been sick as a dog. Now smells are what is really getting to me. Anything that might smell "bad" to me..makes me gag.. sucks. My fav. pants are getting to small. i wear them unbuttoned at the top. they will work for now. I keep having weird ( Read more... )

up down....up down...good bad...goood...baad...

my life is a never ending rollercoaster of horrible things and amazing wonderful things.

im to scared to even post because i dont want this good thing to ever go away...

i am depressed

nothing is right

i hate winters on cape cod

why in the world did i come back here.....

im late......

stress have over taken my everything

Life never seems to be a calming journey of which i can relax, sit back and realyl enjoy everything that comes my way. These days things are as far from relaxing as they get ( Read more... )

sick of my job. i hate it here. more then anything..only reason i stay...internet..all day long. i can post shit about my music..promote here online..use my time that i should be working in the horrible world of insurance....to get me the fuuuuck out of here ( Read more... )

to sit and tell livejournal all about my crazy life these days. Im working 2 jobs. The outback and Kevin McGrath Insurance..if i had a choise i wouldnt work either but its making the money and paying the bills. thats all i can really worry about ( Read more... )

i guess i should have knocked on that wood a little harder. There are certain people who are in mikes life, that really tear him away to do things that hes going to get introuble for... im not one to baby sit and im not at all by any means trying to control him...but there are just SOME people that he is friends with that he ALWAYS gets in trouble ( Read more... )