today is two years. two years together...two years in love and happy. why doesnt it feel happy right now. why do i feel this inner termoil. like..there are problems unseen to others. problems that seem to grow bigger every fight we have. the little things have started its pile to the stars. over taking everything. i love him. no matter what his ( Read more... )

i hate alicia...i wish she would grow up and stop text messaging me over and over and calling my house over and over...emailing me..

this girl is so sick in the head. i wish someone would lock her in a padded white room and forget her there..she needs some time alone thats for sure

maybe shell appreciate the things people do for her

bryan bilton died tuesday. im in shock. i havne seen him in 2 years now...but we still kept in touch online. I miss him...i cant believe this happened to him...i pray he rest in peace though...

SO finally i have shows, im singing a few times a week...people are coming and watching and taking the time to show me they care. I have lost a few friends along the way...I.E...Alicia... BUT its ok! because i keep on keepin on. this is my life, and i must do what i need to, in order to make my life better. Not just for me but for michael as well ( Read more... )

Sometimes i can handle the people who are insistintly mean to me on the phones here at work.

im excited about getting outta here already and doing some music. Hopfully things will go well tonight and the recordings will come out GREAT!...

im just sick of this life...i need more. I know im capable of more

anyone who wants to support my music ( Read more... )

Working 65 hours + a week is not fun ( Read more... )

So here i am at my new job. Kevin McGrath Insurance. I love it. Im not making the money i wish i was, but i feel like i can grow here and get accomplished what i need to while im here, at this point in my life ( Read more... )

So i have another interview at 3 today......i just got back from my first one. It went extreamly well. Im not sure how im supposed to do all of this at once. I mean work...live...pay bills...possibly get an education too..it feels like so much....no time for me. or music.

okay back to errands

so i got the new beginning i asked for. Mike and i are currently presiding in Dennis. I love it...for now. Cape is still the cape..nothings really changed here. Im working in the mall at layne bryant...LoVe It! its not john hancock and my computer and im not on myspace all day. I feel like a computer addict thats been through rehab and im going on ( Read more... )