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josh_williams Mar 21, 2006 15:42

This is an old survey I decided to update after two years ( Read more... )

I havn't written on this site in about a year and a half. Time flies. I write today, of all times, because I just got back from spring break and am sort of in a cornerstone for the year. I'm thinking about all the things I have to do to complete the year. I've got school work, work, and all sorts of other little things. I let some distractions back ( Read more... )

that the bear inside of be is growling l, anyone who's seen legends of the fall ca, from dark and secret places.

Wow

josh_williams Sep 01, 2004 03:47

There is nothing like the feeling of awakening. Emerging from a dream, a rest, or even reality to the dawn of something new. In the quiet of the wee hours of the morning I feel as if I have just been hit by a ton of bricks and just snapped out of years of puzzling monotony. I don't know where I'm going but I feel like I'm going someplace different ( Read more... )

weekend at alicias

josh_williams Apr 14, 2004 04:58

Well it has been a long time and I felt like telling a story, so here goes, there is no way to recall that everything I'm telling is accurate do to my inebriation for the 3 days, so bare with me. If you've heard the story before, maybe i forgot to mention some things and if your a new listener then trust me when i say that everything i say actually ( Read more... )

i went out tonight

josh_williams Mar 04, 2004 02:59

One major downer is when one day you look yourself in the mirror and think to youself, I hate me. Hey, every other person in your life can think that your great, and have good things to offer, but when you dont believe in yourself it doesn't fucking matter. I feel like shit. Not all the time, but a fair ammount. I don't like what I do. I don't like ( Read more... )

thinking

josh_williams Feb 20, 2004 17:44

I believe that everyone is here for a purpose. With this mentallity it is often much harder to discover what that purpose is. Before you can ever look for that someone to spend your life with you have to understand what you are doing with yourself. At this rate I may not ever be with anyone? What the hell am I doing? I can understand how people ( Read more... )

survey about me, inspired by suggsnotdrugs

josh_williams Feb 18, 2004 12:12

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND ( Read more... )

One Crazy Night

josh_williams Feb 02, 2004 06:37

So my last entry was gay, however I thought it necessary to the time. This next story never gets old. As I was telling it to someone this weekend I knew that it had to go next in the story, it isn't in any sort of chronological order but it sure was funny ( Read more... )

I wasn't sure if I was ready for this yet.

josh_williams Jan 28, 2004 15:10

If dreams really are a trip into the back of our minds, then I guess there are a few ideas that are not yet laid to rest. I don't remember the last time I've cried or really felt anything at all, but this morning I woke up with tears in my eyes, obviously touched by something that my mind conjured up in my sleep. I struggled at first to think of ( Read more... )

At Present

josh_williams Jan 16, 2004 03:36

I am at a crossroads. People my age are starting to make plans for the rest of their life. Some people know who they are going to marry and some people know what occupation they are destined to pursue. Of course some people are already at the stage of giving up altogether, for these people the drugs and alcohol go to work and a life as a bartender ( Read more... )