choking on complacency
thinking on the state of me
lost on this simple, straight
non-branching path I walk

my mind is at war
what is it fighting for?
so lost while I am found
floating with my feet on the ground

I don't feel the way I've ever felt ( Read more... )

Really conflicted right now about my trip to Japan. My flight is supposed to leave on March 25th. Things are so incredibly sensitive there at the moment. I worry that I may cause more harm than good by going there and consuming the already diminishing resources. I know I am only one person and I am not going to make or break it, but I still feel I' ( Read more... )

Max Bemis and the Painful Splits - Lowman ( Read more... )

Counting Crows - Long December ( Read more... )

I am such a geek ( Read more... )

Businessmen drink my blood ( Read more... )

I gotta get out of this funk. I want to get out of this funk.

Going to Toledo for roller derby related activities at the end of the month.

Going to Japan next month.

Arcade Fire in April.

I think I want to do more traveling this summer. Maybe weekend trips. Maybe some hiking.

Working on lyrics for a new song that we recorded last week. I really like it, but it seems to tackle 3 subjects all at the same time. Oh well, it's my song, I can do what I want, right ( Read more... )

It's been about a year since my dad was shot in the face. I still remember it like it was yesterday. I was getting ready to get to bed because I had work the next day. My mom called me and immediately I could tell something was wrong. She told me dad had been shot. I had to shake away the cobwebs for a second and ask her to repeat herself to make ( Read more... )