i once shined but now i am different

i havent forgotten who but words are just not enough.
As white as the snow is, I can't seem to see anything but blue. The windchill has taken my oxygen with it's waves of fresh frigid air. I think I have lost what's dear to me.

I have lost my purpose, my mission.

Im in a closed space and my my breath is visible. I ( Read more... )

 it seems im off to the moon.
when will i come back? 
i wonder that myself.

all i wanna do is cry and cry until my vision blurrs.
cry for a tragedy i dont have and will never obtain.
i guess, i need to start writing again.
something meaningful and short.

im lost in the stars now.

空想
title: fantasy
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In a Crowd of Birds
Author: jossiebabyahh 
Pairing: Changmin/Oc
Length: One Shot
Rating: PG 
Summary: Changmin is blind.

( f I keep face forward, will I meet you again? )

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Thick as Thieves

Pairing: Yoochun/fc
Length: One Shot
Rating: PG
Summary: A woman with a reason to smile and to keep alive. 
Though, love is not free. A host companion one shot.

( I was difficult to see but..... you picked me. )

 Dear Jin,

I love you but you're too much of a dreamer to care.
I want Kat-Tun back but you're too much of a dreamer to care.

And i thought i was the only one for you.
but you were too much of a whore to care.

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Title: Thousands of Seasons in the Time of the Stars
Pairing: Yoochun/fc
Length: Short Story
Rating: PG 
Summary:
Its about death.
How a person copes with disappearing and never being held again.
it's not a tragic love story.
it's the sadness within the gloomy season.

listening to this Like the Wind by SENS
is very much encouraged to follow the mood.

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Passing By

Author: jossiebabyahh 
Pairing: Yamapi/OC
Length: One Shot
Rating: PG 
Summary:

"Waiting to divide the guilt of us."
it was you and me but lately it has been
rather lonesome.

( Speed doesn't make the silence fade any faster; nor your breaths any steady. )