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Gratitude List from 6/14/11
The ten things I am grateful for ( Read more... ) -
Gratitude list 6/13/2011
Ten Things I am Grateful for Today!
- A loving family
- My diet working correctly!
- Having someone worth doing all this work for.
- Having a place to live and food to eat
- Cool, bright sunshiny days with the car windows rolled down, the wind blowing, dance music blasting and the smell of freshly mowed grass
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Post(ed) Secrets
I sometimes think that life would be a lot better if I were a woman.
I feel inferior to everyone I meet.
When I find someone I don't feel inferior to, I lay waste to them as quickly as possible for a cheap high.
I don't like myself.
I don't want to change.
I think its just because I don't like working for things... except things that matter to me... ( Read more... ) -
Reflecting and Predicting 2008.
Let's take a moment to reflect on issues of great importance to me and predict where they will go in the coming year.
So long 2007! Hidey ho 2008! 20072008LoveDaniel and I went through some rocky times. It helped to forge a better union between the two of us ultimately and has lead to our ability to better communicate with one another. Many things ( Read more... ) -
Tim needs to dump his lame girl
So I decided to see what Google feels I need to do with my life. Try it yourself, type in "yournamehere needs" and click search. Put the 1st 20 results here ( Read more... ) -
One of Two.
My love has not yet arrived. I am saddened by this greatly, but this is teaching me something very powerful, release. Since Daniel has been gone I have basically been stalking him on facebook, trying to call him, knowing he's out of range and being a maniac. The first few days I was fine, didn't call barely at all, but after about day 3 of being ( Read more... ) -
In the dark.
I never realized how possible it is to miss someone so much. This is night 5 that I have slept alone in our apartment. Daniel has gone to his relative's for the past weekend and I have little to no way of contacting him. I miss him so much I can't even begin to describe it with words.
This feeling of, as I would best put it, loss is probably ( Read more... ) -
A learning process.
I have real issues with figures of authority. Mostly because I feel i should be in a position of authority. Not so that I can dominate people, but so that I can get away from the generalized tasks set before individuals when they are mere workers.
This isn't meant to offend anyone, I mean there are some people that are perfectly content being a ( Read more... ) -
Weight a minute!
So an update on the weight front. Yesterday I stuck to my plan perfectly. My plan entails 1900 calories per day. Yesterday I only utilized 1,550 calories which left a surplus of 350 calories. Prior to that, the day before, I begun my exercise regemin and generally watching what I was eating. Since weighing in two days ago I have lost a total ( Read more... ) -
I suppose the best way to begin is with a beginning.
So, my name is Tim. I'm sure most of you reading this already know who I am so I will spare the gross details. I am currently a student at the University of Iowa seeking my post-baccalaureate degree in Anthropology with hopes of getting into Grad School. I am also deeply committed to Daniel (the boyfriend), paganism, and loosing the weight I ( Read more... )