I miss you dad, I could use a good talk right about now maybe a few shitty cups of coffee or if it was a sunday morning you could make me crepes. I feel guilty that I didn't stay with you that night you left I did every thing I could to let you know you weren't alone. I thought I had an idea of what you were feeling but I don't know but I knew I ( Read more... )

I miss SF and CA, I miss my friends there, I miss working at the DNA, I miss my shitty apt on Golden Gate at Market. I miss coffee at Brainwash or walking through Hayes Valley pretending like I am not going to get Powell's chicken. I miss heading up Haight to see Debra and Soupy. I miss being paid to travel all over the bay area for Ticketmaster ( Read more... )

hey there old friend. i'm back.
back in the same place different country but same place. fighting to get back on my feet. well legs actually.
not sure i'm ready to actually write much hell getting this far feels like an accomplishment right now but hopefully soon.

Seattle and portland has been a blast with Zach. He left yesterday to AZ for a couple of weeks. Bought my ticket back to Palm Springs for next tuesday. This weekend a quick jaunt to Canada then 3 + weeks basking in the sun and the warm glow of a new relationship. I was so excited when she told me to come back as soon as I could. I was worried ( Read more... )

In some ways I can't believe this is happening after the almost 20 years I have know her and wanted this ( Read more... )

Things have been awesome staying with JZ in Palm Springs I haven't had this much fun in a long time. We seem to be falling in to a relationship that started almost 20 years ago. we are planning to spend as much time together as we can. She has asked me to come back when she returns from China and then in August we are planning to head up to the ( Read more... )

So just when things are going great and I start thinking about a future with her in my life the horrible insecurity comes back. I don't know if it is coming from her or me. Why can't she have a ( Read more... )

house sat for Jamie and Brenda. Had to water the baby chicks two chickens and take care of their wonderful dog sprocket whom I have know since she was a puppy pissing on my mattress. They even let me use their new subaru something or other. Had a blast. Saturday drove up to Birch Bay to see my brother and took sprocket for a nice walk on the ( Read more... )

been hanging out in seattle catching up with everyone. bought a Mitsubishi Montero fixing it up to take on the road. Got in touch with the one that got away and will be heading to palm springs after blazing through the bay ina few weeks. this all of course depends on a lot of things that are outside of my control so St. Christopher ( Read more... )

been a while so I thought I would post a little update ( Read more... )