-
dating and cemetary ettiquite
Some of you may now that my normal way of locating a girlfriend is develop a huge crush on a girl and then wait until some night when she might get drunk enough to try making out with me. Usually they are really sweet psychotic girls with designer set of baggage that I carry until they sleep with one of my friends. Or they are girls I have brief ( Read more... ) -
W2's and the EDD
So I have been waiting for mail from the CA EDD about my unemployment claim for over two weeks now. I haven't claimed unemployment insurance since 99 and it seems it is mostly online now which is good but they where stated after I filed online that I should get something in the mail ten days later. That was the 12th. Of course they say if it ( Read more... ) -
oh canada
the place I have been trapped for the last week is so quiet that when the dogs stop barking and coyotes stop howling you can hear absolutely nothing. When was the last time you stood out your door and heard nothing ( Read more... ) -
best thing
so far 2009 looks like the year of opportunity. I have many decisions to make, mabey too many? the best thing I have to look forward right now though is being able to walk outside without my fucking criple stick (cane ( Read more... ) -
words again
I have been re working this thing for ages ( Read more... ) -
happy new year
in a few hours it will be 2009 that means in a few days I will be 38.. not really ready to talk nuch but as it stands my life in SF fell apart and I ran. Don't know where I will stop. I have nothing but a couple of suitcases and a bunch of memories. sorry we haven't spoken in a while I will call you I promise. I do love you ( Read more... ) -
Choices
So I think I have decided to move back to seattle. It isn't going to happen any time soon and hopefully it will when ticketmaster let's me transfer to seattle that the move will be payed for and I will have a job that I like which is half the battle. If come early next year they give the position to someone else I will start sending out my resume. ( Read more... ) -
Brother
I didn't post anything here but around 4 months ago now my brother Tony died in a freak trucking accident. Tony lived just outside Edmonton Alberta and he was a truck driver for the last while he hauled corn meal mainly used for feed on farms. He was hauling a full load towing two trailers on a narrow country road about 45 minutes from where he ( Read more... ) -
Long long long time
It has been forever and seven days since I have even thought of updating my poor neglected LJ. So much has not happened since we last spoke. What prompted my to post of course was seeing her working at deathguild tonight. It just made me feel a little bit more like shit than I already do. Slim died a couple of weeks ago and of course I could't ( Read more... ) -
and sure enough things got worse
the doctor says it is a "non healing union" probably more surgery and a return to the wheel chair loose the job and have to move back to canada. see another ortho surgeon monday morning to get more detail on how bad it is. might leave me permanently disabled ( Read more... )