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why is it always the first step that's the hardest
I have some idea of what the first step is but not the strength to take it. Why I wonder does the step seem so insurmountable before you take it and usually so simple after you have. It is not a fear of failure because I am already failing on a grand scale. Is it subconciously not wanting things to get any better, I have a hard time imagining that ( Read more... ) -
This weekend
Grey whom I use to play with in TchKunG! is in town playing a few shows. His laptop show consists ( Read more... ) -
run come save me
It has been a while I know. Things have been in sort of an amber of depression. I went to Denver for a couple of weeks for work which was interesting. Found out I might be able to go to China to work the setup for or the actual Olympics. Unfortunately it was in Denver that I realized my leg was getting worse and has progressed to getting worse ( Read more... ) -
Doctor
went to the doctor he was absolutely no help at all not even looking at my leg but instead giving ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Worked 60 hours last week, spending the weekend working the Dixon Mayfair which was a lot work but fun. Zach came up for a few days and Saturday night Liz and Sarah came up. Motel room party style. Ran out bupe sunday and now I feel like Holy Hell warmed over. Scheduled to see a new doc today but I don't have a lot of faith in doctors any more ( Read more... ) -
MacTel
I got one of these last night ( Read more... ) -
Excited
I am getting my new G5 tonight it's either going to be a Quad 2.5 or Dual 2.3Mhz. I am OK with either but damn ( Read more... )
