Well, my parents are worried about this plan. I think they're nervous that I might not put school first. But, I know I need to finish school at least somewhere, or I won't be happy. But I miss him so much. I want to be with him. We've talked every night, I believe, since he's graduated. Gone through a 600 min phone card in a week. That's ok ( Read more... )

Alright, so there's a bit of work to be done before anything gets finalized. I am going to talk to my parents this weekend and tell them what I want. But I realized night before last when I was feeling lonely, that my whole plan is contingent on being able to be with him next year. And I just found out that he definately won't have his permanent ( Read more... )

Tuck and I talked for like an hour and a half tonight. :) It was awesome! And half our conversation revolved around plans. Sometime the first couple of weeks of Aug. Around the 10. He'll be 21 and it gives time to plan and we'll have just enough time afterwards to go on a cruise for our honeymoon. :) I'm so giddy w/ excitement. :) Hehe ( Read more... )

You Were a Lizard
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So yeah...my brain's been on one subject ever since I got back. Tuck called last night, but unfortunately for most of the time that he was trying to get ahold of me, I was playing Wallyball w/ some other co-ops. But I think we're pretty convinced on what we want. For everything we've always kinda planted an idea and then waited on what feels ( Read more... )

So, while waiting on my boss to get in, I'll start an update on this journal thing. My weekend was amazing, but it was so hard to leave. So, so hard. I know it wouldn't've done me any good to stay b/c they wouldn't've let me stay w/ him or even see him much, but man, I didn't think that it would be that tough to leave. I did real well on the ( Read more... )

So, yeah, note the time stamp and let me tell you that I just got off work. I'm actually still in a GE building. The first day was hectic and confusing b/c they just told you a lot of stuff that you didn't have much chance of understanding and you met a lot of people and went a lot of places, the second and third day was much better. Actually ( Read more... )

I'm walking on air tonight. I received 3 letters from Tucker this afternoon. Apparently they send them out in bunches, and then he called tonight!!! I was soooooooooo happy. I was sitting at Granny Gullion's w/ her and Sherry playing Skip-o, so Tucker got to talk to the whole family b/c we called Jim and he came tearing across the yard to talk ( Read more... )

You know what might sound a little terrible? Tonight I've been thinking about what college would've been like if I was taken. I love my fiancee, but there's like a billion, well at least a dozen guys, that I think it might've been fun to really date. I like to flirt sometimes and I wonder how many of the guys I know would've been up for a date ( Read more... )

Well, it was pretty good. Mostly cloths, but a couple of presents to note: I got a ride-along pass for the Petty experience. I get to go 160+mph in a Nascar car. sounds cool. I also got a gorgeous angora wool coat. and the best present of all was Tucker's phone call. :) It was only 10 min and we didn't cover a lot of important stuff, but ( Read more... )