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Ugh
Today my anger has been at its highest. I really dont like this.
Upon further research via google. I found something I havent even heard of before. "anger attacks" which pretty much describe (and why I get angry) :
"Anger attacks are sudden intense spells of anger that resemble panic attacks but lack the predominant affects of fear and anxiety ( Read more... ) -
The looks
My nose is big, my teeth are big, and im weird. Only if I could be the kid who wears all the "cool" things and actually not see myself as an outcast all the time.
My face is disgusting and is a pain in the ass to look at everyday in the mirror facing the same torment day after day. I dont really think I need the mirror in my room actually I never ( Read more... ) -
Looks
I wish I wasnt so ugly and shy.
I need to start eating more protein I need to build up some muscle mass, eventually, not right now. Right now I have to survive the myalgias. Eventually im going to get buff (at least semi buff) Im sick of being a skinny ninny, kinda..tired ill write tomorow
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fuck it
I dont know what im going to do anymore, my life is falling apart. Im falling behind in classes and dont know shit anymore, im a fucking moron.
Maybe im better off just working minimum wage. Not everyones cut out for school and I dont think im one of them./
dfsgsgginv42bf, cv
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Another day
Trying to get by without blowing my head off. I guess you just have to go with the flow ( Read more... ) -
sometimes
Sometimes I wonder what my purpose on this earth is. When I come to think about it im such a weirdo, just for once I cant be like "everyone else" well..I know everyone is different its just that im..more different. Its not like I ever did fit in, well I do (lets just say did) well no I definitely did... I dont know tomorow ill probably be writing ( Read more... ) -
Bday
Birthday to remember..turning 20. This is going to be the best birthday ever! I love twitching having uncontrolled movements its so fun!!! Worrying day to day whether my throat is going to close up. I absolutely love this shit. The record of ER visits so far totalling 12! gotta love it ( Read more... ) -
45hyb
I dont know whether I should end it or..no maybe its just a feeling...panic attacks just drain the life out of you. im sick of feeling like crap, not to mention when its not "constant" crap...my birthday is on the 29th oh great another year in my life woopty fucking do I dont care about my birthday anymore ( Read more... )