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well
I really dont know if im going to be able to ride this out.. I know suicide is selfish ugh I havent been happy in months life has its ups and downs and everything but for the first time in my life im considering it. It sucks ( Read more... ) -
whatever
this isomnia is killing me. my ibuprofen/codeine arrived in NYC and is still at customs. Its useless now...great shipping royal mail ( Read more... ) -
Life/Death
I feel like shit..no actually worse than shit. I seriously dont know why im living. Life doesnt mean crap anymore. More than ever ( Read more... ) -
cvhgh
feel like shit. I cant take this anymore... -
up to date
well I got a reliable source for benzos and codeine (pure) at a very reasonable price. No script no consultation. The guy runs out of europe and has been shipping for years so ( Read more... ) -
so
im contemplating on ordering oxy in bulk.... I cant stand feeling like this anymore.
People live being on the shit....never ending supply = blissfulness.
Plus im "perfect" when im on oxy. I love oxy I love painkillers I fucking love opiates.
From reading people are living normal lives being addicted to whatever...not having massive problems besides ( Read more... ) -
wanting
to talk to somebody about this but. just cant.. so im typing .
im so fucking lonely, my body hurts, its driving me crazy.
I really want to talk to somebody so bad about my withdrawal but the deal with psychiatric medication etc... so you cant because:
1. Theyll think youre crazy.
2. Its embarrassing.
3. They wont believe its "withdrawal" and just say ( Read more... ) -
Love
*sigh*
heh this is all I want. seriously. call me desperate but I want to love SOMEBODY make someone feel special, cater to their every whim, make them feel happy, do anything basically.
so fucking bad...I dont see any point in life without having a soulmate, thats probably the only reason why I havent killed myself already.
the biggest turn on for ( Read more... ) -
Well
my aches and pains have died down a bit ( Read more... ) -
2345eyghgfhj,
so .
I went to PA with stevenson yesterday.
im upped on klonopin
and the reality is setting in that i might be disabled for the rest of my life with dystonia and tardive dsykensia.
my temper is at the highest. I cant take anymore of this shit. pain, agony mentally and psychically.
if im not in pain my muscles are stiff. if my muscles arent stiff im ( Read more... )