My weakness ...

[jtgrrrl]

As we spoke in person the words 'I don't love her' rose in my mind though the memory of her lingers with me each moment of each day. We speak briefly on the phone and I hear her sadness. She says she has a lot going on - in her life and in her head. I wonder if this is the style of person she is

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[cruci_fixation]

Maybe you need to take the plunge and tell her all these things whether you think she's ready or not???

Maybe she's waiting for someone to help her remove the armour?

[jtgrrrl]

We discuss these things in a round about way. She flew to see me in Melbourne and on the 28th October she will be coming to Brisbane. She knows how I feel and in a way she feels the same. She just cannot see changing her current existance. Have you read my other journal of late? http://raam.journalspace.com/ A lot of the answers lie there.

We flirt and play.