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Not doing well
This cleaning/organing has taken its toll on me. I'm mentally and physically exhausted. My mom being in the hospital hasn't helped either. My doctor wants to take me out of work next. My boss broke hand last week. I'm feeling weak. I agreed to work afzanother houset today. Big mistake.
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My holiday was emotional. My mom compared all three of us kids together and didn't have much good to say about me. I was very hurt. I cried twice. That wasn't too bad.
I returned to work today. My boss' husband is sick. I have client appts today. She gets the overnight guy to cover and tells him he can sleep. WTF?!?! I'm angry. I have so much work ( Read more... ) -
Wanna write, but not really
I know I am going into depression mode a bit. My brother and sister got here today, and I had no idea. I am supposed to meet my sister for lunch tomorrow. Then she is going to visit her old college Cornell during the week. My brother drove here, so hopefully he can entertain himself and not bother people to borrow their cars. I am sure my sister ( Read more... ) -
More bad news
I got asked to come in early last night to work. Someone died in their sleep after dinner and the staff person on duty was flipping out--a young kid only been there two weeks. I had to talk to the coroner and cops. Send the kid home. I saw them take the body out.
Meanwhile my client in ICU def has cancer. He won't have long to live.
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Well I Don't Know
Back home now facing reality. St Rose caught up with me and I am attempting to pay them with an alternative student loan. Either way I am fucked. One place will not approve me without a co-signer. Another lender is still checking my credit which means the same thing. Then my stepdad gives me the receipt for the laptop he bought me in Jan 2007, and ( Read more... ) -
Do NOT Fall Asleep
I am doing an awake overnight at a residence I have never worked at. God help me. I am gonna try nap now. I get out there at 11am, and show up for my regular shift at 3pm. o_O I do craziness like this a lot, but at my own residence where I can sleep.
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