When something happens in my life, it is almost instinct to put up my shield. People sidestepping my barriers, my force field meant to block out anything bad - or anything that I know could hurt me. With certain people I've wanted to say

"oh yeah, I trust you with everything. I -have- no barriers with you!"

But I know that that is a lie ( Read more... )

It's a scary thing to look back a year and see where you were at in life then. To see the way that you acted, they way that you responded to certain things and the opinions that you thought you held. Very seldomly will I look back at my past and see how different I am.

Comparing the then to the now.

A year ago I was dealing with a suicidal ( Read more... )