So I haven't updated in over six months so I was gonna post saying "I'm still alive, by the way." But I have mono... I feel like I'm dying. Entertain me.

i just shot my last photo project of high school on my last all period day ever... *sigh* i'm kinda sad...

but it's ok, my birthday's tomorrow!!!! :)

matanbo1: u can do whatever u want, u'll b 18

I'm happy. For the first time in a long time I am truely and genuinely happy ( Read more... )

Today in Middle East we watched Mulan.

That's all I have to say.

Why am I freaking out about this exam so much? Why am I crying? I really don't even think it's all about the test anymore, but I don't really know what's stressing me out so much. All I know is that I need to find some way to calm down right now before I completely lose it (if I haven't already). I hate being a girl...

So we need to get Keegan some sort of present from all the top editors. We've had him for three years and he trusted us with the newspaper this year... But what? What do you get for a man who has taught you so much and whom you respect more than almost anyone? How do you thank him?

Don't you just love emotional rollercosters? They're almost as much fun as real ones...

I really hate myself right now. And the thing is, I didn't do something that was totally not me or against what I would usually do... I did exactly a me thing to do! And I really hate myself for it ( Read more... )

Just when I think I'm finally getting over it.... I realize I miss him more than ever.

I hate this...

Happy Birthday, Alicia. I will love you forever and for always... and I will never forget you.

Today would have been Alicia's 18th birthday.  It was such a rough day, and one of many realizations.  I drove passed the pole after school instead of taking my normal route home and there weren't as many flowers there as I thought there would be... I'll ( Read more... )