a friend of mine made a really dumb decision tonight.

but hey.  it's not my life.  it's hers.  hopefully she'll learn.

should i take the plunge?  should i just keep to myself?  it's hard to make decisions when you don't know the outcome.  i guess that's why i'm so scared.  how am i supposed to make a decision when i don't even know how she feels?  i know one thing for sure.  i know how i feel.  another thing i know is that she puts a smile on my face.  always.  ( Read more... )

this weekend was a nice change.  no drinking.  no partying.  just some much needed rest.  i've been so busy recently with work, it's just completely drained me.  friday night was yet again another inventory.  that went better than expected.  after that i went to visit my aunt jackie, rusty, and d-vo.  it was nice seeing them and i got my groove on ( Read more... )

i don't know where i would be without my few close friends.  i'd be a wreck.  guaranteed.  i mean, i don't mean to sound like i'm depressed... but without them, i'd be nothing.  they help me through the hard times.  i'm pretty good at hiding a lot of my feelings, but they seem know when something is wrong.  they know when everything is right.  they ( Read more... )

it makes me feel good, being the person everyone goes to with their problems.

but it makes me feel sad when no one else will listen.  it gets old.  a bit one-sided perhaps.

i'm going to start my livejournal yet again, because i feel like it's what i need to do.  i need to express myself more.  i hold too much in and when it comes out, i just blow up.  it's not good for me, and i'm finally realizing it.  but it's okay.  i'm okay.  it's been a while since i last been here.  a long while.  i feel like i've missed out on ( Read more... )

well, i don't know where to start. i feel like my life is falling apart. let me just sum it up. girls suck. they ruin your life. work sucks. it ruins your life. the only thing that is somewhat stable in my life is my family, and it's hanging by a very thin thread. i love how when one thing goes wrong, everything else falls right behind ( Read more... )

i have finally developed a social life worthy of calling social.

things are good.

ps.--anyone want to be my girlfriend? i am so flipping jealous of my friends that are in love. i miss it. i think my sister is........in love? nooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

this is me.
i like to have fun.
i have the coolest cats as friends.
family is doin deeeeeese.
school is goin bueno.
work is fun when i make it fun.
i am still alive. woo hoo.
i love you, mi compadres.

it's madness, i tell you! maaaaaaadness!!!!!!!!!!!