Would you believe me when I tell you ( Read more... )

If only everything went as planned eh? I wonder if everything i ever wanted had come true ....would iBe me or someone better or possibly a slim chance someone worse? Its been a long day to say the least.... Wow two journal entries in two days im setting a personal best, It might be fun to just write for awhile...actually songwriting might be ( Read more... )

I am writing in a livejournal ive had for many years and its strange because i rarely write here it seems im on average writing about once a year i should start writing more or maybe not. This just reminds me of a different place and time Someone from the past please talk to me sometime. please...

Its been how long since i last logged in well i havent died yet so thats a good thing.

trying to find music listening to various shit from pj harvey assemblage 23 bunnydrums billy joel and prety much every kinda music you can think of coming up next suicide commando....If only i could run somewhere and hide somewhere else starve and string out until i was full of life..things ar a bit odd at best ...need an outlet.......

reporting in to a listless journal oh fun ...moogles are pretty as a rainbow...anyway tired disgustified end of story

Well today started out bad and its not getting any better...i had to put my dog of 7 years to sleep today ...poor pooch had a stroke and wasnt getting any better theres so many people i could blame but i cant because its just part of life noones fault except the one who created and started life if there is anyone who can claim responsibilty for ( Read more... )

yeah so um here for all of noone to read or maybe just a bit of someone ( Read more... )

ok well im back after a long long long vacation ..like 2 weeks i should be doing my school work but i dont feel like programming tonight i feel to sick not the physical sick but like the deep down inside my soul sick ...almost as if i feel it turning black or disappearing i need an escape i truly do i wanna go to a big city either toronto or LA or ( Read more... )

here i go agin into unforgiving depths of algebra ...yucky shit anyway nothing new going through the motions never really feeling alive nor living but not quite dead or unalive either ...tis a strange phenomenon at any rate trying to figure o9ut homework hope all goes well