im getting sick people annoy me i absolutely hate when people take a bath in perfume and especially when its cheap shit grrr yuck >.

well i have this odd feeling like im alone completely even with people around im alone...odd huh? now im asking questions noone will ever answer...i keep looking at emails and pictures of old friends...most of them id ont even know what happened to them or between us...some of them just seem like they dont care enough about me to drop me a line ( Read more... )

Goth is a love story and death rock is a porno ( Read more... )

sinus system=failure
memory banks=failure
processing unit=failure
system bus=failure
motor control unit=failure
optical sensors=failure

commencing forced shut down.....shut down complete

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yeah well its been a long time since ive written in livejournal ....half of it is i dont cae to often the other half is im not on the internet often the other half is im going to school 20 some odd hours a week plus homework time and some of it is im working between 35-40 hours a week and trying to have some kind of life ..... it isnt happening ( Read more... )

well ayway i havent written an entry in like a bajillion years because i havent felt like it but anyway todays another day i finally sold my bass amp got some cash am spending way mroe then i should oh well itsfun ...hopefully ill be workin this week ...i hope i hope i hope ...anyway i like this song alot ...reminds me of me ...how i just wanna run ( Read more... )

i feel like shit life doesnt seem tog et any better even when its good ....how do i put this i have to lose thigns to get good things and either way i need them both to be happy....doesnt make sense to me but thats how my life works i wrote something ea rlier i didnt realize how true it was but icant remember it so it doesnt matter however i am ( Read more... )

ok so nothing much is new im gonna try and open a pic and post it lets see if it works
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well i must say ....time has not stopped ...i have merely stopped time ...actually i guess i didnt stop time i just stopped time kept going ive stopped caring stopped wanting stopped needing ....this is complete freedom as far as i can tell....not being bound to anything just doing as you please.... i should post pictures but my webcam sucks and i ( Read more... )

welcome to a carnival where y ou can take a ride you can never leave you can never die your only escape is suicide but youll just wake up the nextd ay so run around have some fun as the smoke fills your lungs chokes you to death its alright ive tried my best to let you go ill never be able to one day maybe you will miss me too but im already gone ( Read more... )