well i havent updated in awhile ...not like anyone reads this god forsaken thing anyway ....new cd's mew since last time i wqrote my hairs all kind of colors blue and orange and red and etc etc and some blonde still there and a few lil bits of brown....tis interesting....personally im sick of this town and sick of everyone i know ...they smile and ( Read more... )

well today i am extremely blond ...literally ...bleached my hair ..its blond enough to blind...which could come inuseful ...pics coming but i doubt il ever figure it out so if anyone reads this can ask me for them ....but it will change colors shortly ...im thinking bright red with b lue tips...might be alright might suck ...either way im doing ( Read more... )

well the highlight of my day was getting some gay black guy's number ....today jas sucked major assage ...and not in the good way ...oh well mayube tomorrow will be better somehow ....i need to get matchbox twenty songs out of my head >.< oh well

but here goes lately i justc ant seem to shake the feeling of im not where im supposed to be ...although i dont know where im suppsoed to be which makes it hard to eb there ...confusion at its most confused state....i read letters from a happier time ...they were from my ex ... i wonder still what happened ...id post pics but i dont know how cuz ( Read more... )

good news got a call on another job today ...bad news ill be working 60-9 hours a week again ...good news get some cash so i can get out of this shithole....bad news im gonna be a freakin zombie kitty for awhile //mmmeeewww........<~~~ zombie mew ( Read more... )

im apathetic ...although im not sure what it means it sounds like me ...mostly the pahtetic part BOO*FUCKING*HOO i dont know exactly where im going in life i dont know what im doing ...i dont know who i am ...it feels as if im in someone esles head and ive taken over ...although ive been here forever this isnt me...i dont belong here never have ( Read more... )

alright so anyway i got drunk las night oh fuckin well worked new years eve all fucking night cleaning up after a bunch of slobs but im off for the next three days so YaY hopefully my friend will come inf rom college and we can party it up alot ...if not im stuck with 3 dats off and nothing and nowhere to do anyway thats aboutthe kist of it ...i ( Read more... )

this is while im wondering if i should wake up and get online and hearing the song i had on loop mode :)

well it startd out me and some girl were dating and whatnot and then i went to kidnap her away and she said ok and ran away with me until we ran into some guy then she said she wasnt going with me and accused me of rapeing her and almost got me killed by some pissed off ppl and then i told her i was sorry for what i did and some indian man sent me ( Read more... )

yeah well good news first i got a band together i met some old friends and im getting some dreads...bad news i dont have anyone to put the dreads in i dont know if this band will stick and im not sure have any real friends ( Read more... )