As if you were born into a world of tears, you always tend to look at the darker things in life. Inside you crave attention yet push away society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn to things like the occult and mysteries, you spend your time daydreaming of....

thank you lcuia for getting me to take this >.< im sorrowfl? more like pathetic oh ( Read more... )

yea umm anyway today was alrigh hadgood bbq wings and got the vast cd so it was alrite besides i spent money i dont have ...but if i only spent money i could afford to lsoe id never be spending anything maybe i shoulda got more then a dollar out of my soul ..oh well i did try anway i hope noones pissed at me if they arethen i guess theres not much ( Read more... )

i cant take this anymore i cant take myself evertyhing i do everything i say it annoys me i just want it all to end quickly so my life doesn tflash before my eyes so i dont have to see everything i screwed up everything i did wrong everyone i lost i dont think i could tak eit ...even if i was a corpse.... i dont know whats wrong in my head or with ( Read more... )

anyway yeah today sucked kidna yesterday sucked i went completely mind numb earlier but it wasnt so bad since i didnt have to think ...and it showed muchly damn working with stupid people really does numb your intelligence...OMFG i almost forgot how to spell intelligence ...i dont think im crawling out of bed saturday im gonna sleep as much as ( Read more... )

ok i keep forgetting trhe basic of shit todfay ill just completely lose train of thought and wander around mindlessly i fel like ive been in a fucking coma all day id ont know wexactly what time it is or was or how long ive been sitting here....i just know every time i look at the clock it keeps making funny facesa at me ...but i dont find themmt ( Read more... )

yes a longwinded way of saying i fucked myself again woohoo masturbation what would i do without you ...anyway ill now post my song i promised ( Read more... )

i have managed to screw thigns up once again ...how? im not sure but i did ....fuck i need to just quit tryng to have a regular life ...whats regular anyway?oh well i tried i failed i tried agian i failed again and so on and so forth....fuck i need to get away i need some time to think i need ...i do nt know what i need some lucia maybe ...but i ( Read more... )

alrite yesterday sucked today i didnt crawl out of bed until around 10 pm really had no motivation to nothing good was gonna happen why should i waste my energy? still dotn know how to upload piccies on here fuck it i dont care maybe illupdate in a few days if i feel like it ...maybe ill update tomorrow ...maybe ill wind up dead somewhere ...i ( Read more... )

this whole day has sucked majorly i wanna go to sleep and never wake up again....fuck this life its worth nothing

its one of those days ...maybe i should get checked out or something my mood has been all over the map today ...and even off the map it seems everythign seems to be goin right and at the same time wrong ...i dont know what im doing where im going ...where or who im supposed to be...hey this is me your lil suicide robot...push my buttons make me ( Read more... )