i hate my life. i hate life in general. i hate everything about being in existance. evrything is fuked up, as usual, n my life is one big mess, as usual, and i just wish i werent part of any of it. but thats too much to ask for of course. i am forced to shut up, smile, and nod. im just so damn sik of it all. i dont even know what im talking about ( Read more... )

im soo confused! c i like this guy but i dk if he likes me. n hes one of those asshole types which makes it worse. y am i attracted to assholes?! neway, i dk wut to do cuz i dont want to sit here wasting my time on him if he doesnt feel the same way (which he probably doesnt). but i cant ask him cuz then if he doesnt ill look like an idiot n itll ( Read more... )

hey..so im not very good at these things..i.e.:i probably wont update that often. but neway..i just came bac from camp and vacation and whatnot. camp wasnt all that great but i miss it neway. i go to a camp called surprise lake camp. its a jew camp...ughh. but i miss the people...well some of them neway. so after camp i went on vacation to niagra ( Read more... )