Spring Break

[just_brian]

Not a completely bad week off from the usual running around. Was able to relax long enough to let most of my stress melt away and leave me to calm down and not snap. Got into a few fights with jonnie, and I really wish they were at least worth something but they weren't. We can be so foolish sometimes it's sad, ya know? So in the end I was ready

Comments

[darkgoddessjzh]

The fact that you didnt already know you werent just a guy to date kind of upsets me.....

[just_brian]

Maybe it wasn't that I knew or didn't know. Maybe it was just knowing the reason.

[darkgoddessjzh]

Then why not just say that? I try to answer your question 'Why do you love me?' when you are really asking me why do you stay with me, and date me? which as you explaned is completely different. so why not just ask me why i stay with you and date you. I sometimes dont know the reasons behind my actions, then you get pissed because 'i hold things back from you and dont trust you' which is wrong, so in not coming out and asking me the question you really want the answer to, you create a divide between us because i feel like you in turn dont trust me. So just say what you mean and mean what you say. I love you brian, but stop doubting us, and needing to know the reason, just know that its there and for the right reasons, have a little faith if in nothing else...in me.