It's strange how clouded my vision was for such a long time. I feel like I'm moving forward in the right direction, and despite cutting ties with a lot of people, it feels good. My life is much less complicated now. I think I like it that way.

 Things I need to remember to do/my life plans right now ( Read more... )

 I woke up last week and realized that everything was better, and it was probably the best day ever. And since then I have been consistently happy, unbelievably happy. I know it all works in cycles, but this is really the first time I've been this way in over a year, and I feel incredible. I mean, I don't have a job yet, I don't know what I'm doing ( Read more... )

I've been realizing more and more that I don't regret any of the decisions I've made so far in my life. I'm really fucking happy with where I'm at right now and I know if I'd made other choices I wouldn't feel so good about things. I finally trust myself again to make the right choices for me and I don't really miss the people who aren't around ( Read more... )

"He awoke each morning with the desire to do right, to be a good and meaningful person, to be, as simple as it sounded and as impossible as it actually was, happy. And during the course of each day his heart would descend from his chest into his stomach. By early afternoon he was overcome by the feeling that nothing was right, or nothing was right ( Read more... )

I fucking hate being this lonely when everyone else is part of a couple.  

I can't believe how fast everything is happening. I've come to a few realizations while packing up this apartment that I want to write down somewhere so that I don't forget. I'm looking at this as a total rehaul. I'm moving to a new apartment because I want to, not because I have to leave an unhealthy environment, so I think it's time that I left ( Read more... )

 Oh hey backwards situation that I wish were reversed, please change for me, kthanks.

 Well I made amends, in the general sense ( Read more... )

ahhhhh so frustrated