The fact that I still have to deal with money issues because of this whole situation is ridiculous. I know regret isn't a healthy emotion, but I feel so much of it about everything that has to do with that entire relationship. And the fact that I get snide remarks about how 'this is what happens when money issues aren't all set before people move ( Read more... )

 I have a lot to say, but I don't have the right words. Things are so bizarre and surreal right now. I'm just really disinterested in everything. I'm struggling to find motivation/desire/any kind of strong feeling other than anger, and I just can't. That scares me. I know I'm healing and working through everything emotionally, but I realized that I ( Read more... )

 I'm graduating from college in less than a month. How did that happen?

1. Relationships are always confusing, difficult and full of struggle, especially the one with yourself ( Read more... )

"I didn't know what hate felt like, not the hate that comes after love. It's huge and desperate and it longs to be proved wrong. And every day it's proved right it grows a little more monstrous. If the love was passion, the hate will be obsession. A need to see the one-loved weak and cowed beneath pity. Disgust is close and dignity is far away. The ( Read more... )

Now I do as I please ( Read more... )

 ( Rootless Tree )

 I can't believe how comfortable I've become in my own skin. There are a lot of incredible people in my life and not a whole lot of negativity. Don't get me wrong, drama happens, but I'm mostly removed from it at this point. I actually am free from all the things I was before, and I was able to prove that to myself just this past weekend. School ( Read more... )

 Dear life, 
Thank you for being so awesome, random and strange.
Love, 
Megan

 Sometimes I really wish I could say everything I was thinking without fear of repercussions. But, everyone is insane, and bad things would happen, and I'm trying to be nice for everybody's sake. But really. FUCK YOU.