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( Bathing time )

Felt right it did, just holding him in my arms as we each fell asleep. Could even say I had a feeling of completeness, whatever that may be. Wasn’t really suppose to feel something like that, least don’t think I was. I mean sure I was a vampire and had a soul now but still I was a vampire. Wasn’t suppose to feel these human feelings, these feelings ( Read more... )

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( Of caring and caretaking )

continued from hereJust try to cheer up a man and you end up doing far more then that. Not that it didn’t do me any good either, I rather enjoyed my time here with Wesley and still was. Wasn’t exactly what I was expecting, never thought he had it in him. He was more then I ever thought he’d be and I continued to see that each passing minute with ( Read more... )

Continued from HereI wasn't really certain what was going on. Spike and I had been sparring, rather violently at that. But it was what I needed at the moment. Some way to channel the anger that I kept locked up inside, some way to get rid of the pent up frustration. Spike seemed to understand that, even though he was holding back. Angel wouldn't ( Read more... )

Bloody ‘ell just what I needed. Well, more of what I needed. I go though hell and back again to get the spark for her but still it wasn’t enough. Well, not until the final moment then it was and then she loved me. Doubt she even loved me then, I know she was just saying it out of pity for me. Come on now I was ‘bout to die a champion fighting the ( Read more... )