okay, not sure what the hell was going on in my last entry, i was obviously on my period. (good to now, huh). I'm so freakin worried about brandon. i hope he's allright. I'm going to a wedding this weekend. I cant wait. I wish chris would go, though. Oh well, that just to much to ask. My jobs going great. Chris is great. I'm getting super tanned. ( Read more... )

never a good mix. I dont think chris likes me anymore. He never hugs me or kisses me first unless he wants some. It just seems like he doesnt want me around. I guess i'm going to ask him when he gets home but i'm really scared. i wasnt snooping but i found a bunch of pics he took of himself with his camera. Anyone else might not see anything wrong ( Read more... )

sorry brandon, i'm sure you have no idea what i'm talking about : )

sometimes people just dont know what to say to make things better......... or do for that matter. Like calling that bitch is equal to calling reshaun. If he really thinks that then he is stupid. I never wanted to fuck him or sent him naked pics of me or made him think i was in love with him. I think it's a little different. dumb ass........

it's chris' birthday. I think we're going to busch gardens, if he ever wants to get up. I really hope his birthday is what he expected. He got a job at ups. Mixed feelings about that one. Umm.....nothing much really to say, i'm really just trying to pass the time. Hope all is well in texas....

wow, i havn't updated in a while, too busy working and stuff. Me and chris went to kings dominion friday and saturday. We were gonna go today but his mom didnt feel good. It was just me and him on friday. Lots of fun. On saturday wayne went with us. It was fun too b/c it was raining and every ride felt like we were gonna die. My job is great. For ( Read more... )

porn is so stupid........

i absolutely adore my job. it's awesome. It's like a big group of friends just sitting around working together. I really wanna smoke though and i dont know if they drug test or not. I cant risk it though b/c chris' mom works with me. That'd be so bad. I still work at wendy's, which is pretty hard. I'm gonna do it for as long as i can stand it ( Read more... )

cant write long, gotta go to sleep. Work is great. I think i'm really gonna like it. It's a lot, but i'll get it. I keep messing up my nails cuz i just painted them. Anyway, i like everybody so far. My moms surgery went well, so i'm happy about that. Chris seems to like his classes so far, good. I hope he likes everything about it. He says it's ( Read more... )

Though i definetly should be. Tomorrow is gonna be insane. So much shit going on. My mom gets her surgery (i'm terrified), chris starts school (also scared, but in a different way) and i start my new job with chris' mom (peeing myself). I got to wake up in like 4 hours so sleep is probably best. Man, as soon as i get off work at Pearle Vision, i ( Read more... )