me and chris just had the most awesome sex.......::sigh::.......

Well, brandon started a new live journal today and nearly broke my heart. He was just talking about how much i meant to him and stuff. I'm gonna miss him so much. I know i've been there through a lot of crazy shit but honestly i think he's been there for me even more. He got my salads for me at lunch, sang and danced to avril levigne in newspaper, ( Read more... )

i'm on the phone with my mom and she's yelling about how stupid my dad is. Apparently he hasnt stopped drinking since he's been home. Ha ha, what did she expect was gonna happen? She's worried as hell about her surgery. I hope evrything works out. I wish karena would stop contacting chris. He doesnt want to talk to her. I talked to reshaun last ( Read more... )

well, only cuz it's bothering me: those previous 2 entries were supposed to be switched. Nighty!

Dammit, i gotta go to work in 20 minutes. I didn't do any of the things i was supposed to today. I was supposed to look for a job and get car insurance. Blah.. My mom might go back to jail, That sux. She's also gotta get her surgery real soon. My dads back from iraq. I guess they arent getting along. I feel so bad for shana. She's gotta take care ( Read more... )

i just got off work and i have a ridiculous amount of energy. Chris is asleep so i have noone to play with. Work was great, we got out of there early. Nights like tonight make wendys an okay place to work. I still need a job, though. Blah.....that brings me down. Looking for a job, meeting new people, scary stuff. Lexi's birthday is coming up. I ( Read more... )

Oh my god, fuck this live journal. I just wrote a ridiculous amount of stuff and now it's gone. Here's a swift summary: My mom's gotta tumor and is gonna have brain surgery. She's on the phone right now and panicking. Chris is at ECPI and i miss him. I hope he doesnt meet a computer chick and fuck her. I wish he was home. My head is pounding. I ( Read more... )

Allright, now that i know that i can update (yesterday it wouldn't let me, i was pissed)i can vent, i guess. Well, yesterday i wanted to write about how Chris still talks to Karena all the time. He says it's nothing but whatever. If i were to sneak and call Daniel for "nothing" he would break up with me so fast. He wouldnt even care what we talked ( Read more... )

son of a bitch.........

Yo yo yo,things are a lot better now. we're not totally 100%, but thats expected. We're pretty damn good though. I don't hate that girl that i said i did in my last entry. Sorry to her, if by some chance she's reading this. But any girl that fucked chris can go and die. Anyway, things are pretty good. I'm glad it all came out in the open. He's ( Read more... )