so today i got drunk at home with jacqui and got picked up by jenny and TT. i was gone for most of the time, but i remember bits and pieces. so we went to some mall in god knows where and ended up being stranded cause TT and jenny wanted to stay and talk to some girls who they had gotten in a fight with. pretty fuckin pointless. but yea after there ( Read more... )

yesterday was a pretty terrible day. this will sound really typical of a 17 year old and a the thought of her parents but yea, they wanted to kick me outta the house. BECAUSE I DIDNT CUT MY HAIR! they wanted me to shave my head cuz i have a mohawk and they wanted me to look all purdy for my senior pictures. psh, fuck it, i judt cut the hawk shorter ( Read more... )

so yea, my parents pick me up from my grammy's house since they abondoned me and left me there for the weekend and as soon as i get home i vomit myself inside out. yesterday i was at a 4 keg party with my uncle rick (20 yrs old, not an old fart) and then after that i went to a show at washtenaw. we went to the 4 keg at 9:30 and i drank 5 beers 2 ( Read more... )

so yea this morning i woke up with a huge smile in my face, about to piss my pants. so i go to the bathroom and realized i dreamt a lie. the rest of my day was ruined by this one fake dream. i had a dream that she was in my room, and we were talking and smiling at each other. i dont remember the last time we did that in reality, but it hurts to try ( Read more... )

so yea about a month ago, i broke up with my now ex, which i came to regret for a while only, then got over it. And now that im single, ive had girls AND guys lined up for me. there are so many poeple but the worst part is telling them ALL that im not lookin for a relationship. thats the last fuckin thing i want. committment to someone who will end ( Read more... )

yea so today me, Nat, vix, and saul all went over vix' house to get drunk. we did. but the thing was that saul got a way too little outta control. we went over to allie's birthday party because i barely remembered like an hour after it started. so we went had fun, left, drove around, and then went back again. when we were parking, i quickly got ( Read more... )

17 years ago this day at 10:15 a.m..... i was brought upon this world from my mama!!! hehe. so yea here i am now. im having a huge party and people from all over the place are comin. there's Natalie comin in from de kalb,IL, Nikki comin in from somewhere in IN, another Nikki comin in from Orland Park,IL, mah girl Christine comin in from La Grange ( Read more... )

so yea yesterday i had lots of fun to make up for everything in the past. me, christine, victor, junebug(victors bud), and Nikki(christines bud) all went to the summerdance festival held in grant park downtown. First off.....i had to finish getting yelled at by my dad. he called me really mean things, and then christine and nikki came to save me, ( Read more... )

THE BIG 17! yup im barely gonna be 17 what a baby :P but eh...at least this means ill be able to live longer hopefully. ill try to keep away from the AIDS lol. but yea party at my house on friday at 6 so come on over and lets have as much fun as we did last year!!!! the topless girls, the streaking boys, and all that madness that drove my mom outta ( Read more... )

why is it that now that ive thrown away my antidepressants is the only time when i need them most. oh man.......girls....gotta fuckin hate em. all theyre good for is fucking your brains out and stealing your heart without even a care in the world. now im not being specific towards one girl....so if anyone is thinkin "what a biotch!!! shes saying ( Read more... )