EAT ME AND CHOKE.......THATS WHAT YOU WANTED ISNT IT? you made my life wonderful..................................thanks for using me for wrongs. :)

pretending nothing is in my way of life is my number one struggle. my first priority is trying to keep myself alive. i cant even feel pain anymore in my mind. im just so used to functioning well on with it, physically and emotionally.i hate it when people feel bad for me and are all like "oh marty...im so sorry...blah blah blah" and i know they ( Read more... )

alot has happened today. i cant really put it all out in public because someone prefers to keep it all to myself. All i could say is that it was probably one of the most painfully emotional experiences ive ever had. its felt like someone just ripped your chest open and tore your heart out just to spit at it and then throw it away. i never saw this ( Read more... )

She sings from somewhere you can’t see ( Read more... )

well.....im at work right now and im feeling like shit. NEVER EVER DRINK WHEN YOURE AT WORK! wow..thats the best advice ive ever given. but yea, here's my first journal entry ive put in. alot has been goin on....thats better left unsaid. but other than that, i met this really nice guy named victor that gets me liqour whenever the hell i want. and ( Read more... )