I basically live at the intersection of two wonderful roads named 32nd st and Myrtle. Driving back from up north at Fort Omaha (at night) it is not that easy to get onto my street. The problem is, you see, that they placed the sign for Myrtle street AFTER the street itself. So, if you look up, see the sign, and say to yourself "now is an ( Read more... )

Setting 1: My parent's house ( Read more... )

there's a guillotine
for a threshold

a promise in the air,
but a scar on my neck

i've peeked
through the keyhole

a discarded daisy chain-
apery of a wedding band

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questions can make me think

science can fascinate me

math can challenge me

sports can push me

but music moves me like nothing else. it can restore me or rend me. especially music in a story.

.....

i hate being away from maggie this long. i think i lose a part of me that's beautiful... i miss that part.

as for now, i'm just trying to like myself, like everyone else.

i'm so tired of living a life that i haven't yet thought through. i just need to sit down and think through what i'm doing... what i'm supposed to be doing...

so i've figured out that I've been trying for a while to be given validity by various things. i try in almost everything to get someone to validate my existence. I've tried being the "cool" weblogger or whatnot, and that hasn't worked. i've tried playing countless online games and gaining a reputation and thankfully that stopped (or will stop ( Read more... )

so yeah. i'm getting old, and it's scary ( Read more... )

i'm doing a paper right now.

i picked a topic that is way above a 100 level class... that was dumb.

now i'm paying the consequences of trying to write a paper on this subject.

i can do it, but it is frustrating.

it is also due tomorrow.

i need sleep.

i need... sanity.

GOD HELP ME!