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Stunned
I was at work, reading the news, and I decided to see about an old story. Remember the detective that was killed while serving a drug warrent.. Shivers.. well his murderer, is an ex boyfriend of mine. Ryan Frederick. I almost couldnt believe it when I saw his picture. It made me stop and listen to both sides of the story, I know how ryan must have ( Read more... ) -
I learned!! they didn't get the memo!
I have not failed! I've just found 256,900 ways that don't work!
I just want to start of by saying this is my point of view. I do not claim to be smarter than anyone else or wiser in any fashion. This is simply just my observation.
When you go through life making mistakes we usually learn from them! and try to avoid making them the next time around ( Read more... ) -
because i know you still read this shit.
damn, where do I begin... 101 ways to be burned perhaps... i want to scream fuck you at the top of my lungs but i know i'd just be wasting my breath.. i know love doesnt work like a light switch, and i know love doesnt scratch your name out at the drop of a hat.. yeah it blows being on the opposite end of things, but i've learned karma is a bitch. ( Read more... ) -
oh by the way...
fuck you and fuck your bullshit! -
depravity
her eyes catch mine from across the room. my finger tips dream of dancing on the gold tones of skin ( Read more... ) -
hear me out.
hang on need to gather my thoughts.
Are you ever going to be happy with what you have, and if you won't then why keep it? can i really trust you to be good to me, are you capable of going somewhere seeing a hot woman and the chase not pop into your head. can you live without flirting, can you be happy just being mine?
I want to trust you. but its so ( Read more... ) -
when it all comes to an end.
my car is packed. my eyes are full of tears.. telling you goodbye hurts so much. I love you please know thats true. I just feel like this is whats best. I don't want to continue on and end up hating eachother. I've always loved you and I wish it wasn't like this. but, I have to be happy and you really need to find what makes you happy. being home ( Read more... ) -
Times have changed.
Ahh friends... they come they go life goes on. Very few people you meet in life are worth remembering or leave such an impression you can't forget them. I met a very close friend of mine nearly a year ago, I care about her alot. and she was one of the only people there for me when I was going through rehab. She was younger than me, but I still ( Read more... ) -
at work
so i'm at work still.. its 5:30 to be expected I guess. The heat went out in my guard shack so they let me come inside how sweet... I really wish that I had a cell phone so that my girl could call me, cause I hate not knowing flight status.. i know she is fine and stuff i just worry.. Kinda like her driving home after work.. ugh.. 30 more minutes ( Read more... )
