i feel like the embodiment of the machine. i seek refuge in your shelter during all weather regardless of situation. i am the one who steals the innocence of your daughters. i knight the wicked and condem the righteous. i free souls trapped in damnation and return them to the machine. i give then underneath the table i take back. i awaken you in ( Read more... )

Leave this place, and don't think about coming back, don't even look back and think about here. When your far away enough, don't tell anyone where you are. Disclose all your true information, get yourself a new ID, a drivers license. Find a job, work your way into that new socitey to forget the old. after years of growing into your new self, maybe ( Read more... )

Some contradictive news came into today. I was asked to be someones valentine! can you imagine that. Its one of caesy's friend who we are all good friends with. I've known her for about a year and a half and she is coming down for this weekend. She asked me and I didn't respond at first, but I said yes because I just didn't want to be alone for ( Read more... )

I'm speechless, all I want is an answer from you...

But there is a wheel in the sky that keeps on turning
The wheel in the sky keeps me yearing and I don't know where I will be tomorrow

So annoying man

How come this is bothering me so much. It was around 2 in the morning I was sitting in the dark on my bed will my feet on the ground and my head in my hands. Just thinking how come the situation bothered me so much. How come it was such a negative impact on me. All I did was lay eyes on her and it was a concidence and I didn't even say a word to ( Read more... )

Tonight I went out to dinner with my mom for her graduation, aswell as her starting her extership today for an allergist. I tell you what I was excited to go out and eat. My mom picked me up and we decided to go to Ruby Tuesday. So we pulled in and I see this red truck that looked OH SO familiar to me. I said it couldn't be so whatever I said to ( Read more... )

Its sad to say but, I need a new group of friends. Not because I don't like the ones I see everyday, its because of all the pot smoking. I've restricted myself as much as possible from hanging around them when they smoked. I need a group that is positive when it comes to doing things. I'm no where near perfect, I'm flawed but I can't be around that ( Read more... )

I was thinking today as I walked home how much better of a person I am today to then whom I was 3-4 months ago. Sad, yet true I count the days you have been gone(not literally). I noticed how much power I gained from having absence from you. A while back my mom said "absence makes the hard grow fonder", and it has my heart has grown 3 times. For ( Read more... )

I've been reading a lot lately, I've been looking for books to stimulate me and books that will capture me and keep me reading on. I've been reading the bible for a few days. I've finished the Book of Job and it was great reading, regardless of religious stand point. It was a great story that had to do with faith regardless of what happened to him ( Read more... )