so im done with my first official year at UD and came out alright. not great but not drowning either. I havent written in this thing in forever simply becuase..well ive been busy. Jesse bought a house about a month ago and once the people who are currently living in it move out...WE get to move in. Its a very crazy thing knowing you get to live ( Read more... )

nothing to really talk about, Joseph got released Thursday January 25 much to my disliking. I don't really know where he is but the fact he is out is enough. Its been a stressful week, but im doing alright. Lots of reading as usual, but I'm excited about coming to KCSC! especially with Jesse kill two birds with one stone right? see everyone and let ( Read more... )

my boss is a freakin dick...send faxes for these ok...well if the one company is dead ended and it says send to distributors..where am i going to send it to the only two that are open. duh, so i get yelled at for not knowing that two companys give us bad pricing..um ok..i forgot i am the know all see all NEGATIVE fax person! its not even my ( Read more... )

they moved it again....i cant take this....

I've become lost in the abyss that is only two days of my life. A few short hours and its over, yet, I seem to have crumbled. I stare and don't here the words projected at me. When my attention is grabbed it is blank and absent, and I truthfully don;t know what I'm thinking at any given moment. I don't know what scares me more, the fact that I have ( Read more... )

15 days until the trial. its the most unreal thing. Christmas was nice for themost part. i got in a huge fight with my mom christmas eve and christmas day jesse's grandpa died. so this past weekend was spent with that. its hard when you dont have words for people. but i guess being there was thebest thing. i spent new years with jesse. 2006.. gone ( Read more... )

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jwill0417 (11:40:17 PM):do you ever feel like god is trying to break you ( Read more... )

how do you keep a level head when life becomes an anchor? Not that I am a boat..I am far from a structure that can float on its own. I feel like the anchor just drags me to the depths of the water...which seems unending. Ehh...like everything else I'll weather the storm right? Purpose...something we all have to find...I guess. So many it seems so ( Read more... )

so i truthfully couldnt really be happier...but...i could be a lot less stressed out..that would be nice..but thats life right? a series of high stress days..resulting in some sick degree where your stuck for the rest of your life..awesome! yeah...blah. I wont be a kcsc so im bummed. instead...due to finances...and poor planning...ill be at the ( Read more... )