so, its been a while.
last year i went from 190 lbs to 130 lbs in a few months
recently gained 10 lbs after my and my ex broke up so im now 140 lbs
startin to want to refocus and work on my body image 
feeling pretty SHITTY lately
need a new diet or plan
measurements atm are 38' bust 31' waist 40' hips/ass
definately need to do something feeling so

i now weigh 173. kill me

me and adam got tattoos friday before last.
thats all.

dont care. dont feel. im forgetting my days and i dont notice things as they happen
i find it hard to get excited
i find it hard to feel sad
feeling at all seems to be too hard a task

DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:Extremely HighDysthymia:Very HighBipolar Disorder:Slight-ModerateCyclothymia:ModerateSeasonal Affective Disorder:HighPostpartum Depression:N/A

DisorderRatingInformationParanoid:Very Highclick for infoSchizoid:Highclick for infoSchizotypal:Highclick for infoAntisocial:Highclick for infoBorderline:Very Highclick for infoHistrionic:Moderateclick for infoNarcissistic:Highclick for infoAvoidant:Very Highclick for infoDependent:Highclick for infoObsessive-Compulsive:Highclick for infogo figure.

feel so fucking gross ( Read more... )

so its been 11 weeks since my last post ( Read more... )

hm so i feel decent i guess today ( Read more... )

so today i made my first video montage one one true media. its a pro ana montage.
took me a while haha
but heres the link
http://www.onetruemedia.com/shared?p=7d38a12164b26ba2d95a86&skin_id=601&utm_source=otm&utm_medium=text_url